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I don't wanna do anything to have it all

by Zyklonfilter

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1.
Surfeit 01:53
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we're not growing up, just getting older doing everything the same way over and over again my hamster-wheel turned one more does it make any sense at all? how do i know if I'm there and I don't need to run anymore? how do I know if the pattern is blurrier than before? with my blindsided eyes I can't see anything else so I just keep counting my steps the bars and the bands the girls and my friends they never seem to change my hair is turning gray and I just wasted another day I keep my fists clenched all the time cause there's not a thing that I could hold on to I'm constantly losing grip and I'm losing touch with reality but somehow being hopeless has always been fascinating to me say anything yeah I might be a fool cause I stayed here after all these years I'm in love with my job but it fucking kills me I'm in love with this girl though she already killed me by now am I having fun or am I lying now? do I have any reason not to be fed up with my hometown?
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A Song for Those Who Don't Put Their Cocks on the Table at High School Anniversaries to See Whose is Larger 01:26
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the parking lot's full of pickup trucks and family cars in front of the restaurant I'm arriving by skateboard and the look on all your faces almost makes me turn back when did you go such snob? right after graduating? I'm glad I have some true friends from the old class and we still have time to meet here I am in this fucking ballroom with all the guys I already hated when we were kids and most of them became even bigger douchebags time doesn't change you your eyes won't open empty phrases is all you've got all the high standards while your principles are down all your bullshit makes me wanna drown highschool friendships gone to waste my nose is bleeding and I can feel the taste I never thought that it would be all over it doesn't even touch me no need to recover moving on can be easy especially if you don't hold on to anything
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Purgatory 01:48
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you're the only human being in my purgatory while I'm arguing with God trying to prove that I'm already clean well fucking well you still haunt me blond girl riding the red bike the scarf on your neck is floating in the wind snowflakes are melting on your face being mixed with your tears then freezing again tell me how do you feel while getting lost in years your life is changing pace this throwback makes me feel like being pushed into outer space and I'm watching ourselves from above confused by time and distance we say goodbye on the corner and get moving but just till another one where each of sits down to a bench and finish our last drinks alone again what the fuck is wrong with us? why do we want each other back? I guess we're both in love with love but it's so fukin exhausting to keep moving back in time I haven't felt lonelier since 2009 my heart starts to race and I'm losing my mind this Sunday is just another hangover again quarter of my wage was spent just to wish I was dead today I promised myself I'll never get that drunk anymore
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Departures 02:20
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we kept saying vows that we're gonna speak more often and we're gonna love one another more but then these vows got replaced by endless wavings and as I'm looking at your smile crubling into your face I could even stare into a mirror then am I rude if I draw the curtain? guess it's time to go it's interesting the further I get from you the more I love you physics has let me down this pull is not in inverted proportion to the quadrant of distance and I keep counting the dimensions that stand between us I don't know what to expect my heart got heavier when we met and now everything feels way too easy as I just left so I'll try to erase you with little shitty daily routines ain't it sad? I keep running for a lifetime and drink not to be bored I'll keep getting up early for all the daydreaming glimpses I score I'll keep playing punk cause I have to so what's the point? I guess that none of my actions will ever match with the right intentions I remember when sadness made me write better pieces of poetry but now I just end up guessing when and how I lost everything I remember when sadness made me write better pieces of poetry but now there's no point of suffering there's just struggling
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The Shorter Dead End 01:58
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we're sitting at the promenade shoulder by shoulder do you hate me more than I hate myself at the moment? the weigh of your silent presence is smashing my chest I know this feeling well but this time I didn't mean to be a senseless asshole despite what you see on the surface I always end up here when fall starts but this time I cannot blame anyone else maybe once you'll realise it would've been much worse the other way after all we would've gotten here one day I thought I'll become as relieved as desperate you've become but guilt's grabbing my throat and guilt keeps holding my throat I'm sorry I couldn't give you that much in return I'm sorry I couldn't give you just as much as you needed do you remember when you told me 'you can hurt me if you let me hurt you'? I didn't take it word-by-word or at least I didn't mean to

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released December 22, 2018

thanks to Erik Bodzsár for helping us out with backing vocals!

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Zyklonfilter Veszprém, Hungary

pop punk / emo band from Hungary.

Bazsa - drums, ex cod2 hero
Danika - bass, vox, körömcsipesz
Mozsi - guitar, bunnycoin billionaire
Tomi - guitar, vox

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